The second day of chinese new year you break up with me...that day really no mood at all, but lucky i got a gang friend with me although i lose money, is ok..at least i wont feel so hurt...
Actually i had ready one day you will break with me..cause i feel that you not love me anymore..is hurt me one month ago, so when you say break i'm ok, just let you go...cause in the experience tell me when the girl heart change it cant save it back..all the girl is same!!! this is what i disappoint...
I tell you the true in here, i didnt hope that you come here just i want to let off...actually some time i really hate you..hate you give me a lot reason or excuse to prevent we meet. if you really love a ppl, no matter how you will try hard and come out meet me...still remember you tell me say that you say that family in the first, friendship at second and love at last, when i saw the message --->"bullshit"..but i forgive you cause you still young sure will think like that...is hard to let me believe you, you know? all i dun want say out is because i scare you leave me, i just try to believe you because i love you...you are the second girl make my tears came out...
I just hope that i find a girl to stay long with me, but the experience told me is cant...maybe i have to wait few more years or find a girl who love me more than i love her...want find a girl that i love her deeply and she love me deeply is quite hard...haiz~lucky i got a gang of bro too acc me...i just know that i cant alone, do you know every night when i sleep also will think the problem about us?
Haiz~suan la, all is past...just hope you happy then enough...i wont disturb you! good luck~
